NOTHING IS EVER CUT AND DRY
Nothing is ever cut and dry ... the more I dig into this life, the more I realize that convolutions are the name of the game. I'm beginning to think that there are no straight shots anywhere, least of all to the next turn in life. Rather, I'm on a roller coaster of twists and turns combined with violent ups and downs.
The problem with rollercoasters is that I get horribly ill. They aren't my favorite. I've tried to conquer my fear of them ... my lack of control when it comes to not being able to keep my cookies in place! Why must everything we have in life be this hard-fought battle between the spirit and the flesh? Why, not once, can't we get a clear picture of what we are truly meant to do in this life? Why must all decisions be so gut-wrenchingly difficult? Are there ever any easy decisions?
The problem with rollercoasters is that I get horribly ill. They aren't my favorite. I've tried to conquer my fear of them ... my lack of control when it comes to not being able to keep my cookies in place! Why must everything we have in life be this hard-fought battle between the spirit and the flesh? Why, not once, can't we get a clear picture of what we are truly meant to do in this life? Why must all decisions be so gut-wrenchingly difficult? Are there ever any easy decisions?
Oh, I know the answers to a lot of these questions, but it still doesn't stop me from asking them. I suppose that's what makes me human.
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